You know what it feels like. You can’t wait for it to start. It fills your mind when you’re at work, and you find yourself laying awake at night thinking about it. Thinking about what it was like the last time, but even more, what it will be like the next time. You still remember the tears, the screams, the way your hands clenched and you know – you hope – that the next time it’ll be the same. Not good, exactly, because so often it hurts, in ways that last for days, weeks, even months and years after…but at […]